dear Lord, please guide me in my academics
and studies, becuz if i dont understand what i m
mugging soon enough, i m dead.
as in, magma hot blazing, deep-fat frying, cholestrerol all-high
inducing, arteriosclerosis-causing LowDensityLipoproteins-
dead.

i wna be really smart, as in lightning fast.
i wna understand and process in seconds, not like go,
huh? and read it a few more times, then go 'ohh'.
i wna be computer-fast. i wna understand, and do!
and get it all correct.
and i wna make this all come true.

not forgetting that for all my hunger for knowledge,
i need that sliver, no MORSEL of wisdom to top it
all off. ^^ (sorry,onadanielfastnow)

brought in my friends to crash me school today!
twas funny hehehs, all seven of us wandering around
oh and i love my bio leaf bookmark! ^^
feeling emo- just read this really depressing novel
abt this sixteen yr old girl! eloping with a handsome
(but frivolous and fickle!) poet, and how she has to
cope with his extra-marital affairs, hallucinations
and her four dead children.(progressively) and the
scandal- and tt she ends up writing FRANKENSTEIN!

so gosh its a romance-biography about the author
of FRANKENSTEIN!! how randomly creepy is tt!!
and i have to say-

the moral of the story: never fall for an impoverished
but handsome guy who sweettalks ( too much ).
i guess i dont believe that love exists as fairy tales
in reality after all =)

but, i could be wrong. ^^

mondaytuesdaywedenesdaythurdsdayfriday
saturdaySUNDAY-
CHURCHCHURCHCHURCH SERVICE! ^^
hahahahas

goodness i love this song =)
she will be loved -maroon5!
always puts me in a smooth night-breeze mood ^^

thank you Lord for always being there with me-
How do i say this?
Even if some of my classmates can get political or
immature, i pray that i ll only follow
your ways and know whats important- and not!
thank you for my bittersweet friendships-
they leave such a tangible impression after all =)

[Take out the stick in your eye, that you may see
the speck in your brother s eye clearly]

sometimes i really feel sorry for people who believe
that their life is nothing but full of sorrow and pain-
sorry for people who find it entertaining to put others
down in rounds of mind-games and gossip
sorry for people who have simply refused to pick
themselves up after they fall
sorry for people who seem to waste their life away
on trivial pleasures-

would wanna tell them-

Please. Get a Life!

then i wonder if i am not just as guilty.
i can do better than criticize.
i can do better than judge and complain.

i can do better than all that-
cuz i have God.

i can pray.
i can have faith.
i can believe their
lives to be changed by God! ^^

first, to change myself.
then, the world. =)

mmm
was at a simple gathering today-
seeing all my childhood friends again, year after year
gets to be quite an experience each time.

seeing that we re finally mature young adults-
thinking about how we were all so different back then
and how we ve grown so much since. =)

thank you God for the simple things in life ^^
a simple movie together with my family
the deep slumber in a simple nap
a simple jog by oneself
a simple stroll down aisles of flowers and
buying a pot of velvet-purple african violets ^^
a simple meal of dishes cooked with love
a simple life. with God' s simple love.

a person rich in wealth is poor compared
to a person rich in physical and spiritual health-
andd,


thats all. (meryl streep in thedevilwearsprada) ^^

i realise that my main priority for this blog
should not be to unload pointless opinions or
justify and elaborate on the daily activities and/or
highlights of my (extra)ordinary life-
i mean, come on!
1. if i wanted people to know more abt me, i wld really
prefer to do it by building stable friendships.
2. how on earth will telling others what you think of
that bimbo/jerk actually impact them in a positive way
3. its ammunition for pple who dont like you. period.

thus said, i shall stick steadfast to blogging abt GOD
and His wondrous works today. He s what matters most.

hmmm thank you Lord for showing me lots of things today
learnt that i should not be pointing out the faults of others
esp. with the (stick in my eye)-bible quote^^
learnt that miracles can happen, and that people can be
changed by your love.
never judge people. appearance or otheriwse.
learnt that i am LOVED. and very much so by my
grandparents and relatives and family ^^
learnt that my singing is dragged by the blockage of my
tongue when i project my voice- but i shall work hard!
thanks for the tip mum =)
learnt that i love singing, but can forget lyrics in a blink.
-rawrs.
i learnt lots of things today, and the most important of all-

dont give up.

I am the light of the world, whoever follows
me shall not walk in darkness, but have the
light of (eternal) life.

myfavouriteline. ^^

Happy Chinese New Year everyone!
hohos just came back from my second reunion
dinner- mmm the crispy pi-da duck was exceptionally
tender, as the sauteed thai-style prawns ^^

and yes, my relatives shall see something
different in me, because i have Jesus, and He
shall impact their lives, just like mine! =)
so far my aunt has mentioned i seem more
different, and mature already! ^^

thisisagoodsign =)

dont treat God cheaply-
friends might leave you once they dislike you,
but God will always love you, no matter what.

-quoted from my dear friend ^^

ah'm tiredd!~ ^^ had a crazy Valentines day,
gave all my beloved friends in nyjc and church
my handmade gifts =)
which, in total, amounted to SIXTY hand-folded
sparkling stars and FORTY FIVE packets of yupi
strawberry heart sweets!!
if that doesnt spell LOVE i dont know what does-
and it all paid off- twas extremely fun just
spotting my friends and then rushing over
-going all HEY! WAIT! then watch them smile
as we chatted and exchanged gifts =)
also met bryan and desmond again- who were
strangers i clicked with the first time i met them!
got loads of chocolates, baked cookies, sweets
and also a heart-shaped balloon! ^^
if there is something better than giving gifts
its receiving them at the same time i think! =)
celebrated my friends bdae (his bdae really is on
the fourteenth of feb!) wowws
and then as tradition he got half of the cake
smashed on his face, shirt and this time ears! gosh-
hohos also coincidentally met joycelyn (ponned sch!)
on the mrt with two guys- they were really nice though
so i guess i shouldn worry abt her them =)
y' noe, the one small girl and two big guys situation??
then rushed over to meet church friends with cf and we
went to a park! ^^ manns i suddenly forgot the name-
and we played games, talked and ate till seven plus!
i love my church peeps mann- feel so comfortable
being around them sometimes ^^
twas fun being group LIGHT- we rawkk!!
hahahhahs got to noe many friends better!!
(nicholas, for a prime example) hahahahahs
at last, i returned home and ate dinner with my
family! yeaas chao guo tiao and fried pork and eggs^^

Thank you Lord for blessing me with such a great day!

announcement: Praise the Lord-
He gave me a great brand new haircut!! ^^
its a slight japanese bob, long enough to
sorta twirl around my shoulders, but not
enough to tie- good. i have an excuse now! =)

noww thats nothing, you might say.
ahhss but it IS when you ve only forked out
fifteen bucks for a decent haircut-
that you can totally love! throw in an
invigorating head massage and
you ve got yourselves a bargain!
note: probably only understandable to
females, luxurious hair care is soo vital.
hahahahahahahs

ooh yess and today something funny
happened at home.
i was hanging the laundry when suddenly
the (already switched on) stereo
just turned to full volumeblast by itself!

i remember if i was probably two years
younger i d probably scream and have a
cardiac arrest on the spot, but instead
i just thought (veryfunny), turned down
the volume, and started singing along to
westlife's uptown girl.

God takes really good care of me. ^^
s

im sick and tired of being like this.

sometimes i really dont want to be
the person i know myself to be-
sometimes i can see my imperfections
just so clearly, and i would
wonder why?

why should i care about what others think?

then

why shouldn't i?

Dear Heavenly Father,
just want to pray for your guidance throughout
this somewhat mentally unstable part of my life-
want to pray that i ll only ever stay true to myself
and you-

and that i ll never be as narrow-minded,
and that i ll be the one to set an example-
and inspire and love them instead! =)

Amen! ^^

i can still remember how it happened-
the shrieks (icanshriek!) when i saw all my
friends, the huge smiles, even waves from those
unfamiliar! woahhs-
the once-in-a-lifetime VIBE!! =)
throngs of people laughing in the canteen,
feeling all so familiar but not-so familiar?
(quote ting and me, said at the same time! ^^)
going from group to group of friends- talking,
chatting, with emotions so powerful- they made me
feel like someone brand new.
i m serious.
laughed bigger laughs, smiled greater smiles.

then the results. tension as we awaited the
analysis of results- every drop of potent infomation
a blow- positive or not. and the anticipation! =)
it was tangible, friends. apphrehension,
excitement and giddy light-headedness.

then one by one, we were given those two gentle
sheets of paper. i couldnt wait myself, ms leeza
had to tell me first! (then ripping it open like
a
crazed
person )
and first, stunned into silence. then laughs.
and huge jumps.

i was there. and i saw it all.
the tears- both of joy and bitterness-
the hugs- when luce suddenly carried me into
the air and swung
me around, both laughing and shouting-
the words- thanks to teachers, mr suresh's
'ah, i ve been waiting for you' then-
' both A1s for e and a math?' =)
really made my day.
and ms yeos smses-

GOD IS MY STRENGTH AND I CREDIT MY
L1R5 of 10.
(net score: 8)
TO MY SAVIOUR AND LORD-
JESUS CHRIST.

so many things i wanna blog abt-
abt how i had another marvellous day
in school- realised i have the potential
to influence, not to be influenced! ^^
mmm lovely =)
(mustnotnotnotbeinfluenced)
love all my wonderful friends in school-
pugi, og, ct, and random strangers i could
click with ^^ (bryan, bi xian, stephanie)

i wanna stay to true to myself and God.
is that possible?

O level results-
i shall not be afraid- becuase i have faith-
and tt someway or another i shall glorify
you with my results (says dearest Fee ^^)

Abba father-
Amen.

'with men, it is impossible, but with God, all things
are possible.'

Matthew- 17-something? ^^
hahahahs this shall be my trademark motto! =)
love this beautiful line.

when i think of this line, i sorta picture all these
fallen soldiers in the midst of war and turmoil-
bloody and bedraggled, and leading them all is their
equally wounded general-
with that red plumed helmet and heavy armoury
sick and tired of paying the high price of a game
between nations of corrupt royalty and nobles-

and from his lips shall fall this line-

dont know why i associate such an image either,
its rather =no-link=, even to me ^^
*does no link hand sign hahahahahs

had a wonderful wonderful day in church today-
was a little sleepy from coming home so late
last night from OG barbeque (itwasablastmyfriends)
but the spirit was powerful there during service ^^

and could hear God s voice speaking to me! =)
very happy hahahahahs waited for so long
before i could hear him like this ^^

had a colossal epic of a day today-
managed to pay attention to both lectures-
mwahahahahahs
go on, ask me the formula for rcube in the
summation of series and the meaning
of deferred consumption in economics! ^^

then held gp project- my god it was a
DISASTER, half the class was playing
bingo, the other half bored to tears- and
i fully intend to enunciate clearly and
develop a british accent the next time i ever
do public speaking ever again!

yc and ben were so funny at common lunchb-
they tied their hair and donned ij tops!
laughed so hard i had spasmic fits i think,
then played volleyball and badminton
*my badt was so rusty! uggghhhs-
before rushing down for Take the Schools bus tour!

had uber fun making friends with everybody
and heard the funniest jokes ever!!
(xue jun and shuqi and stacey and daniel are
the champions man)
had more spasmic fits and when we
prayed for the schools- woahhhs
it was powerful manns
made us all reflect on what we should do for
our schools and how to spread the love of God!

then went back to school for meet the parents
then thus ended my friday =)